swept off her feet

"a kiss is a lovely trick"

did i mention that my hair is black now? big grin*

even though almost everyone else says that it looks weird i don't really mind, cause it has sort of been something i wanted to do for awhile now. alright perhaps one week or a few weeks or so? hurhurrrrrr

i think there's something wrong with blogger and uploading images.

mummy bought me a sewing machine a few days back, and i stole one of my dads big ass shirts to DIY something (: more successful now that i actually have a machine to do the sewing instead of me having to sew by hand and giving up cause it takes fucking long..... =/

haven't slept yet, and my snoozing hours are more erratic than ever, wonder why since i've been planting my arse at home recently. guess i'm sick of sleeping, and my mum has got me on a guilt trip on account of all the things she bought for me recently (imustnotbebribed!) just kidding .

on the other hand the weird dreams i've been having lately are enough to put me off sleeping. i swear everytime i drift off there's another totally irrational dream that bothers me throughout my whole sleeping process. wanted to wake big head up just now cause i had a fucking scary dream and it was raining like no-one's business but fuck it he just continued sleeping after hearing me whine about it.

want want want want want to watch the curious case of benjamin button since cyn and i saw the trailer while we were watching 'bedtime stories'. am supposedly meeting my supposed boyfriend but i suppose he's MIA-ing because of his supposed rendevous with liangjie's computer. rolls eyes extremely forcefully*

it's just a test to see when it'll snap.

v-day is coming, more like d-day. honestly it's just a day. it's nice to be able to express how you care for your s/o but isn't that supposed to be done everyday, regardless? oh well. got to get some shut eye; i think the sandman is literally chucking truckloads of his sand dust into my eyes -..- okay shut uppppppp.

aw i miss scv.



xoxo
meet you halfway

ps: if we ever get to talk.....

greater greatest great

headache ah headache headache headache headache headache
eyes that are blinded with a pounding that's making everything ache.

i just want a pillow and a place to sleep with a nice blankie. home maybe?

crabs for dinner and drunken prawn accompanied by nice company and greater veggies.

the world is too nice atm. too nice.



(:

without remembering you

"i love you like a fat kid loves cake"

got that from a b ooooook! like one of my all time favourites, though it's not one of those super thick and really bookish kinds.

God that reminds me. i've not read a new book for ageeeeees. except for the twilight series, but that's gotten stale, too quickly since i've read and re-read them over and over and over and over again. =/

i'm at park lane now, and i'm using the comp while waiting for them (darren big head jerold) to finish playing dota, but i doubt that will be anytime soon.

the keyboard is being a bitch cause it's super tough, like it's damn hard to type, and my fingers feel all achey. ))))): whines*

hmmmmmmm. pictures are in my camera, which is kinda d e a d. i want a new cam! my mum has that pink slidey one ):

OH YEAH. the parents bought a mahjong table and a nice gold majong set! (like finallllllly)! been teaching my mum and sisters how to play, like the nice and kind samaritan that i am.

-..- i want to shop! and i want to work. apparently that job offer from hy is for working at OCC. at either yishun or sembawang! hurhur. i won't mind yishun cause maybe i'll get to see cyn! <3

v-day is coming, and i have no idea what to get him. LOL. okay perhaps i do have a rough idea, but..... moolahs yo!

shall keep it a secret here in case he reads it :D

hmmmm. showed bighead celeste chen's blog and he was like "she'sveryuglyleh"

oops.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

anywaessssszxzxzx. i'm bored! at a total loss for words regarding some issues. ><

mahjong-ed with the bitch and bryan and a friend of theirs who reminds me of miss chew. whb says meet up sooooon.

and i-don't-care tmr's the day! for my hair to be blaccccckkkkkkkkk,cause the roots are coming out and i have no more money for more re-dyings at salons, so it shall be good old DIY-ing, and hopefully b is really going to help meeeeeee.

sigh. mummy's cooking up a plan to get that perfume for me, "wait till i go without daddy, with daddy around he'll not let me buy." TEEHEE.

alright sebas is coming to parklane to meet me. say hiphip hurrrrrrayyyyy! hurhur haven't seem him since play, so yeah. :D gtg !

'tafuckettes!

xoxo

always yours.

next to nothing

"always yours"

alright, so it's after wendy's birthday chalet. there were supposed to be a lot a lot a lot of pictures, but yeah my lousy camera died on me ):

and there are some issues unsolved that arose from speculations.

i want to shop ): i want to work ):


secret? : i want to study.


as it is it's at a dead end, but no one said it'll go down easy.

pictures up soon(:

oh yeah, today, (or rather yesterday), was my daddy's birthday! admittedly we aren't really on good terms with each other atm, because of school issues and uh, life issues, i still love him bery bery much.

i know he loves me too, though i exasperate him to no end with all my bullshit, and yeah i'm saving some money to get him a nice present, so although he won't see this, HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY! (: <3

big head and guo rui is at my house now, with john bugging me to let big head play dota. >=( hahahaha john's cute and all but eeeeee i dislike dota.

oh yeah bec's crashing at my place, and she's currently asleep on my bedsheet-less bed. i want a room like evelyns! chang i mean. hurhur.

oooh. tried on a sample of a versace perfume, and it had exactly the scent i was looking for! shall get it soooooon. forgot the name of it though.

going to work with huiying at i-have-no-idea-where, but angie has her birthday chalet on the same day. dilemmmaaaaaaaaaa. it's making my head pound even even even even even even more.


kay off to do something that's not blogging. (:


xoxo
sinfully, lovingly, sincerely yours.

ps: liangjie snores rhythmically!

on my knees

"nice to know your heart"

am at mabel's. unable to gamble because of the fact that i have no cash on me.

am in a foul mood NOW, cause of ______. what the xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx.

swear, i'm not in a good mood.

guess some comparisons can't be taken into consideration because of gender differences. but i mean, some stuff are really taken too much for granted that 'it's because you're a girl!", and thats why i'm unable to do some stuff.

yes, granted those stuff are bad for me, but frankly speaking if its a good thing, then will i be not allowed to do it , "just cause i'm a girl?" alright i guess i don't make much sense, do i?

fuck this. kinda sick of it all, and that emotional vomit is all gnawing at me, threatening to be purged unwillingly.

perhaps it's cause of all the ___________ xxxx that's been going on. pressure mounting and . forget it i don't feel like blogging anymore.

oh yeah but before i go, pictures in the next post or whatever, when i get to edit them.


xoxo
pressure till it's breaking.

ps: i'm sorry. i know you're trying too, in your way. ily.