'Aplogize!

eh i also want apology leh! please can?

seriously if you've changed then good for you. everyone deserves a second chance. but eh please, don't act like you like me a lot then keep saying shit behind my back. damn irritating cause if i say something in your defense, it'll make ME seem like the hypocrite.

ya i got fat thighs. LOL deal with it. :D

'Navy and the Sun

went to the Navy open house today. i finally know lazyfriend's name! his name is George. ahahaha and everyone we met gave those kind of 'astonished' reactions when they found out that it was my first time meeting Benjisputnik tomato in real life!

took a millions of photos (okay not really, got bored of it after awhile), and stood in the sun for ages and ages (okay not really, hid in the air-conditioned tentage (sp?) whenever possible) but it felt like super long. apparently it was better than yesterday cause it rained. not good to go to when you only had 2 or so hours of sleep and was sick the day before.

seriously it felt like i was becoming roasted from the inside out. must've consumed at least 4-5 bottles of mineral water today. overall it really was cool, from the presentation of the NDU to the tours around the ship. ooh! and we got a free duck tour ride! which even though it only consisted of rounds and rounds in the water in the scorching sun, was cool nonetheless.

headed to l4d after @parklane with Benji and three of his army sirs or sth? think their names were Chan, Raj and Samuel. funny how l4d gives me motion sickness -.- headed off to A's place, where unhappy stuffs happened, but i guess we're fine now.

kay photos up soon, when i can be bothered to. i wanna bring my dad there! but i don't think i can stand going there later on, so maybe on sunday? but A's family are going then too. woah. 

kay goodnight people <:

xoxo

'Open houses and Anniversaries

navy open house tomorrow with Benjisputnik tomato! & lazyfriend, whom i'm totally unfamiliar with. heard from J that's it's gonna be hot, so i'm readying up with sunnies + sunblock.

totally need to go shopping, but then again with the $$ sucks this! this sucks!

this space has been totally void of photos for awhile, this is because my beloved Bb was dropped a tad too many times, and there's something wrong with the memory card, hence the lack of photos. plus my dad took away the digital camera on his trip to Canada.

zzzzz. random photo of Cyn and i @Hk cafe with Gerald. can't remember if Alan and Ks were there too. but oh well i look so big sized beside her please! but i like the bottom part of my hair. LOL

ah well. my heart feels so awwwww-ish cause of what Sebas tagged me on fb. <3

Sebastian Koh  I have a friend Johanna Etjy , that i'll brave fires and all of hell for. Have you, yours? That one special friend you can't do without.

it's like yay!! hehe

and oh yeah people don't get caught in the rain! got caught in the rain a few days back and immediately fell sick a few hours later. (Y) best.

kay off to eat my cold chicken rice! (: shall try to remember to bring my digital cam along tomorrow so that i can take more photos!

oh yeah. it's A and my one year seven months. had an above average tiff the day before, but i think we sorta made up already? h8 fighting when i'm sick. kay off bye!


xoxo

'Snails and Falsies

currently talking to Cyn about snails mating. read her blog and we're on the phone now. LOL.

fuck damn funny! i have no idea why Ks knows about this.

Johanna says (2:44 AM):
*why did you even know about the snails mating thing
KS says (2:45 AM):
*because its common after its rain
*they come out see each other then mate lol
Johanna says (2:45 AM):
*LOL?!?!?!?!
*you make it sound damn random
KS says (2:45 AM):
*lol
KS says (2:46 AM):
*those snails all looks the same to me
*i dont even know which is which gender
*maybe they are both males lol

LOL oh yeah apparently they're both male and females at the same time i guess. LOL fucking funny

gonna work soon yippee! but i already am working in the evenings luh, so yeah.

lol @ the snail thing damn retarded.

oh ps: i wanna dye my hair.

pps: i bought two boxes of damn chio eyelashes for $5 each, three-d art and two nail polishes! luv cheap bargains. :D

ppps: play night club city on FB! (: 

'Baby baby baby Ooh

i think it's been awhile since i last blogged. hurrrrrrr.

photos from Granny's birthday. don't have all of them on account of the fact that it wasn't taken using my camera.

so pardon my fat face in the last photo! here's a photo of the maxi dress that i made the night before i attended this celebration. it looks a little wonky and it's nowhere near perfect, but i'm proud of it! it's missing now tho. i've no idea why. can't seem to locate it in my room, nor anywhere in the house. oh well. it'll turn up someday soon right? 

i've come to realize that i've been living like i'm totally single these few days. going out where ever i want, with whom i want, talking to anyone without any restrictions. can't say it's bad, cause it's awesome after a somewhat self-exile due to freedom issues. 

i wonder how it'll be like when he comes back. i really do. i feel free now. i feel happy. and relaxed. for the first time in the longest time i can remember. but i know i do miss him. cause i do think of him, and i know i'm waiting for him. just waiting. 

people who read this might think that i'm a bitch simply cause of what they read here, but hey you don't know all of the shit i've been through.

wokayyyyyyz. friends like Cyn and people are starting school tomorrow. I NEED A JOB. rawrrrrrr.

kay off to play NIGHTCLUBCITY! (: 

i wanna make clothes. 

xoxo

still, it has always been you.