maybe we're better off this way.

'A

beautiful girls all over the world, i could be chasing but my time would be wasted, they've got nothing on you baby, nothing on you baby.

this song/sentence is running itself stupid in my mind, and i've come to realize that i've an auto correct thingy for songs like such, with the 'they've' instead of they and so on and so forth.

was supposed to get an mc with Juncheng earlier on, but i woke up late? and the polyclinic was c l o s e d. fyi people it closes at 4.15 pm (registration) instead of 5 like we originally thought. went to Aldrin's to meet the rest and had some impromptu mahjong after a session of webcamming. headed to play basketball where we proceeded to get screened and went to eat and then home.

tomorrow's gonna be a hell of a long day, with school + project + work + club with Huishan and her friends. hope it's gonna be damn fun cause i kinda need the releasing of stress. hehe can't wait!

urg gotta catch some shut eye like soon, but i'm so damn awake!!!!! nooooo. okie shall go naozxzxzx.



xoxo

ps: it's my choice. but don't you realize it's never ever up to me? i want it all or nothing at all.

'Giving up.

currently at Aldrin's, using the com + rock band.

thought a lot about things, and finally there is a conclusion.

seriously, don't fucking regret anything that you do. i've said it once, twice and over and over again but it's just like screaming into the wind.

you aren't worth whatever i thought you were.


i'm still waiting - hg.

seriously. i'm totally fine with two people of the opposite gender being friends, but this is really fucking ridiculous.

universal studios? seriously?!

'Taking it back

i just really don't wanna hurt anymore.

i wish i can forget every single thing that happened, every single memory we shared during these 20 months together.

i wish i never believed what you said, wish i never gave in when we broke up for good. wish i never believed you when you said that you'll change and sort out our problems.

i wish i never met you. cause now my heart hurts so badly i just wanna curl up somewhere and die.

a part of me already is.