keeping your own secrets

"she's got her own thing"

ssssssssss

okay, so today was the second day of the new year, and hooray for all the money collected. went over to evelyn chang's place after jeremy's, and it was camwhoring all the way.

nice times spent with the family, and it's kinda heartwarming and yet scary at the same time to see how my cousins have changed (grown taller, become prettier/handsome etc.)

sigh. and i've become older too! 18 this year, when it was 17 the last. gasp* the big 20 is coming sooooon. >< ):

but yeah since i'm 18 this year i've got to start being mature and responsible, like how i've been saying i will become. i guess in ways i've become more mature, and perhaps a tad more responsible since the past year.

he's not coming over, again. much more emphasis on again this time. oh well, i think i'm super used to it already, though that same disappointment doesn't go away.

tsk. heheeeeeeeee. never mind never mind.

anyway, i've got a new plan in mind to keep myself busy busy busy busy busy as a beeeeeeeee. -..-

but i'm .....

saddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd ):

ah suck it up bitch.




xoxo
till i get over you

ps: hold it in till it bursts.