to keep to hold, to love to let go.

after it all my heart's in a calm mode. far from serene, too far from it.
when it's at an end the heart just stops feeling.
it doesn't stop hurting, but it protects itself from getting hurt further.

i'll miss you, the way you make me come over all unnessecary, the way you....

i'll miss us.

I know this is the part
Where the end starts
I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through my fingers
I don't want to try now
All that's lefts goodbye to
Find a way that I can tell you
I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
I just can't take your tears
I hate this part right here

the conclusion hasn't been drawn, but it will never be the same way. never ever, because we've let the notion of us, sink that low.

and i really, really hate this part right here.









ps: it's the 20th tomorrow.