Sunday, February 1, 2009

on my knees

"nice to know your heart"

am at mabel's. unable to gamble because of the fact that i have no cash on me.

am in a foul mood NOW, cause of ______. what the xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx.

swear, i'm not in a good mood.

guess some comparisons can't be taken into consideration because of gender differences. but i mean, some stuff are really taken too much for granted that 'it's because you're a girl!", and thats why i'm unable to do some stuff.

yes, granted those stuff are bad for me, but frankly speaking if its a good thing, then will i be not allowed to do it , "just cause i'm a girl?" alright i guess i don't make much sense, do i?

fuck this. kinda sick of it all, and that emotional vomit is all gnawing at me, threatening to be purged unwillingly.

perhaps it's cause of all the ___________ xxxx that's been going on. pressure mounting and . forget it i don't feel like blogging anymore.

oh yeah but before i go, pictures in the next post or whatever, when i get to edit them.


xoxo
pressure till it's breaking.

ps: i'm sorry. i know you're trying too, in your way. ily.

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