"desperately seeking love/truth/hope/wisdom"
hi, i need a lot of all the above. a,b,c and d.
am being really bored right now, so i decided to go and talk to this guy whom i knew through my cousin. i think his name is Ronald. HAHA.
so yeah. talking to him reminds me of..... days back when i was easily satisfied, young and naive. HAHA oh yeah so i'm some kind of wizened old biatch that's seen much more than i should have?
hell no, but i kind of feel like it sometimes.
like i'm all aged and heavy and wrinkled inside.
so yesterday, some things went down, and reassurances were given, but not in a very comforting way.
still don't know what to think, and i guess i'm just gonna choose the escape route.
and now the question is; to lie, or not to lie?
cause i know i'm worth more than that. and i know that in some ways i'm already over the whole thing.
okay guess i'm talking in mumble jumble.
shall go attempt to L4D with my sisters, before a coffee with Mabel and Hk Cafe with Justin to help him do his bloody homework.
i'm such a kind soul. hehe.
bye .
and....., i really hope things will work out. Please, Lord. Amen.
xoxo,
straight from your heart.
ps: i can't trust you, don't want to trust you, don't want you in my life anymore. and yet this heart is going against all my wills, guess i always want what's bad for me. dearest, please please, prove me wrong.
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