7229.) I'm afraid I'm in love with you. I try to deny it but time to time, I catch myself thinking of you. You were my first and I'll never forget you. I hope, I really hope, with all my heart, that you remember me. Forever.

i can't sleep cause i'm thinking of you, i can't sleep and i'm thinking of you.

i just want to sleep.)':

i hate emo songs, i hate happy songs, i hate pictures of couples, i hate sweet things, i hate my mind i hate my brain i hate my memories i hate my heart i hate my feelings i hate myself i hate being weak i hate being helpless i hate feeling this way i hate feeling alone i hate my phone i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you.

i love you. i love you i love you i love you i love you

i want to get drunk. need alcohol. now.