i can't sleep i can't sleep i can't sleeeeeeeeep. tell me what to do at 4 am in the morning online can? bored and i don't feel like sleeping just yet.
changed my blog layout, updated a music playlist, twiddled around with the whole thing till i got sick of it and it looked decent, edited photos, blogging, and damnnnn it's only reaching four in a few minutes.
i want to go to the library and get some good books to read! or watch some movies online, but videos take foreverrrrrrr to load at my place, and i have no scv nor mio tv outside in the living room = nothing decent to watch since the shows playing at this time are probably those old drama series back when mediacorp was still TCS, and when policemen still wore short pants.
online shopping is a big no no either, since my wallet has a grand amount of five bucks now.
i wish i have my dog right now. ): he's darn cute la! though extremely smelly and not toilet trained nor obedient. he's like the only living thing that will let me hug it for more than one hour and cry eh. bah.
over all i'm in a good mood luh right now, not really a good mood considering i'm bored and grumpy now, but i'm in a not bad kind of mood. okay shut up i remind myself of cynthianeo.bs.com
whenever i see bs.com i'll think of 'bullshit.com' -..- okay lame. ramble ramble ramble.
wonder if i should attempt loading videos.
anyway, went to evelyn's (koh) place a few days back, cause the twins were headed to a barbecue at her condo, so i went along to visit her. we have perfect timing still lah! like when we (twins and i) were walking towards the pool area, her father (my uncle) and her were walking back to their unit, so ta-dah! we saw each other, though she was supposed to be late.
oh and i cut my fingernails. okay i know nothing interesting but it's so much more comfortable, though it's damn ugly right now cause of my stubby fingers. easier to type my stuff (laptop/handphone) bla.
oh yeah am reminded of that 'i miss you' issue. that day there was this weird person who messaged my old number (one of his numbers that i used when my phone line got cut off), thinking that i was still using that number, but i already returned it to him. okay then he saw it when he booked out, and he got very angry about it, cause first thought a normal person will get will be 'without proper interaction there's nothing to miss what right?' but! i beg to differ.
there are gender differences what. okay if a girl messages him saying that and i happen to come across it i'll be fucking angry and Y*$@#U(@$U?! and probably over react and stuff like that. but it's different (at least to me), cause guys and girls do things differently, don't they?
girls don't really go around saying 'i miss you' blabla to guys for nothing. normally there WILL have to be some form of flirting or encouragement for that girl to be able to work up some kind of courage to say that kind of thing. (unless that girl is a superflirt who goes around chatting up guys la, in which case it will be another kind of situation.)
however, some guys on the hand, note i said SOME. alright, so some guys can seem to go around saying 'hi blablabla' and natter on about nothing, then when you show disinterest or nochalance they'll still be super enthusiastic as if you were really responding to what they say. i find it super stupid that some guys can just say they miss a person, when there's nothing to miss. at all. because they didn't even have the most basic thing that constitutes a proper conversation. and it will lead me to the conclusion that they just want to try their luck, hoping that the girl will say 'oh ya i miss you too' or perhaps they want to sweettalk the girl or something la i'm not too sure either. and these actions from them will not require any participation on the girls part at all.
i don't know what's wrong with these people, but it's been proven okay! i guess it's cause its alright for guys to go around trying to chat up girls, no matter how thick skinned their methods are.
told him that earnestly, then it was concluded with a 'okay fine.....' he concedes defeat (okay maybe not defeat =/), then a hug to make up. okay and i just realized that whole thing didn't really have a conclusion to wrap things up, but i'll just leave it as that because i'm tired and my mind isn't going in a straight direction anymore.
congrats who ever just read the whole post,. i'm off to watch some old bogey (JOHN) tv series. or maybe i should just rewatch huan zhu ge ge II . super nice okay!
alright off. nightttttttt darlings.
xoxo
five more days!
ps: long time no talk, stranger.
pps: nine years (:
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