"turn of the lights, lay your head next to mine."
justin will probably find that lyric familiar, after all we've spent many phone conversations simply blaring out the tunes to S Club, drowning each other out, blah blah. oh well. miss him like .....
anyway, just finished up hong guo's blog stuff. spent around two or so hours doing it. my html is reallllly rusty else i'll be done sooner. what's so difficult about ripping and fiddling around with other people's base codes? grah.
head hurts like some kind of .....
quarrelled with my parents earlier on. it was a bad one, starting because of me forgetting to throw away some rubbish. argued about this and that, about responsiblity, about the rubbish, about all sorts of shit. ended up with me crying like some weak idiot.
told big head about it, and he was sweet, cause he said he'll be by my side no matter what. and aye a part of me wants to believe in that.
chatted on the phone with Darren yesterday, and i asked him if he meant what he said about the big head and i, about the lasting long thing. and yeah he said he did. shared my 'jacob bella and edward' theory with him and he agreed too, cause duh it makes so much sense what.
on the twentieth next month, will be our 6th month. i know it isn't that long for those crazy people out there who have been together for super long, but it is for me okay! compare it to a one week relationship and a one month plus relationship. then compare six months; it's more impressive that way. hahahaha.
asked him if he wanted to celebrate it or not, cause normally we don't really do much about monthasaries cause we're both very broke people and we can't quite be bothered, so spend the day together can already, but somehow it seems more special for the 6th month, cause it marks half a bloody year. like half a damn year full of tears, laughter, quarrels, make ups, fucked up-ness, sweetness, and a whole tornado-full of emotions.
seems to be much longer, as i've always said, cause we saw each other literally almost everyday before we got together. i have no idea how we stuck it out so long, cause it's not as if we don't get on each others nerves like crazy, and it's not like i don't have a million and one issues, and it's not like he has the patience to deal with the million and one of them; so basically it's nothing short of a miracle. HA.HA.
sometimes i look at him and i wonder..... why the hell i'm so into that person. never ever imagined we'll be together. NEVER EVER. cocky shit lor he. bet he never ever imagined we'd be together either. still seems totally surreal. like i still wake up and go 'oh my God.' eh. like seriously.
but ya la it's quite disappointing cause he'll be doing his 19 day confinement = dates clash = no on time celebration. ))))): okay la i'm not THAT disappointed, cause i also can't imagine what we're supposed to do on that day. like what? act mushy and sappy or something, and create our own bubble ah.
yaya and he's so full of himself. told him that he's super lucky cause he's got a girlfriend who wouldn't run away with some other guy when he's in the army cause she's faithful. and he just said, 'cause i'm handsome what.' in a very matter-of-fact kind of tone. jeeeez.
grah alright i'm off to shower. may be back to edit or something with more pictures. but i don't think so.
-..- xiaxue is totally hilarious.
xoxo,
take it slowly, a step at a time.
ps: take care of yourself.
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