don't make a sound/ hear that heart breaking?

"wishing with everything/ that we'd be stronger than anything."

again with the tears in the eyes. again with the quarrels, with the harsh words, leading to one conclusion- we're both hurt.

i can't even remember what the original quarrel was about anymore. i really can't. perhaps something vague, but it seems so damn stupid now.

is it that damn hard to understand? i..... fuck.

damn fucked up.

baby i.....


and i said 'to fuck with you love me forever.'


wo zhen de hen bu kuai le. why's it always matters involving you that i can't take? like i can take every other shit but when it comes to you i'm so damn weak.

it's like you're my kryptonite.



bye.


edited:

darling, it's your call now.

i really hope it won't end like this, and i hope i won't regret anything or that i haven't been too rash.

but, it's done. and the ball is in your court now.


ps: i love you.