fuck?!

"pulling you all the way down."

supposedly, these few days have been amazing; more than amazing actually. i should be all blissed out and happy, i swear i should be.

but i'm not.

guess it's that 'time of the month coming' kind of mood swing? i have no idea why it affects me so much, cause one moment i'm all in that 'i'm a happy girl!' mood, and the next thing i know it's that 'uneasy uneasy uneasy uneasy uneasy' feeling.

even watching vasantham didn't make me feel better. usually it does, cause it's like colorful and cheerful and everything. unlike the other channels.

but this past week has been really nice. really, nice.

enough about my shit;



big head booked out on saturday, and he's in already now.

okay you know what? i found out something. and HAHAHAHAHA. my uneasy feeling is spot on, though it's kinda late and ridiculous in a way.

what the fuck i tell you. what the bloody fuck. thanks for 'telling me'. THANKS.



fuck this. its all the same.