keep your faith/ throw it away

"answers to questions you don't want to answer."


that picture makes me feel..... free. -..- liberated, if you will.

calling rp tomorrow, and am considering mdis despite the mother fucking expensive fees, thanks to evelyn chang my dear cousin (: she's like super nice, letting me unload on her, searching for courses and stuff for me. <3 thanks a lot dear, though i'll bet she won't see this. hohum.

went to liangjie's yesterday, after meeting mabel at compass. some unhappy stuff happened. quarrelled with big head, but yeah i guess things are fine now? but yes i'm just going to leave it till i settle my school stuffs.

played texas hold 'em, and i got killed by mingkang. LOL. literally killed. sigh, but it's fun though. and they kept saying 'i can see august behind you!' HAHA. okay never mind.

went down to plaza for a little while in-between, cause of some stuff. then headed back to liangjie's. stayed till six pm just now, and went to rivervale plaza with mingkang to see the free chinese doctor. they gave us the same medicine i think. they're like damn nice lah! i think they work for free, and it's like super kind hearted of them.

anyway, photos up soon, and i'm gong to do the quiz cynthia asked me to do.

1. Put your music on shuffle.

2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.

3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!

4. Tag your friends who might enjoy doing the memo as well as the person you got the memo from. :))

START!!

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
I just can't live a lie - Carrie Underwood

(so it's not okay?)

WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?

when christmas comes to town - matthew hall , meagen moore

(so does it mean i'm heartwarming and holy and all? hahaha yes)

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?

love you so - natalie

(maybe?)

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?

leave(get out) - jojo

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?

incomplete - BSB.

(true it's very incomplete)

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?

reflection - christina aguilera

(what ?! )

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?

because i'm a girl - kiss

(okay that makes sense in a way)

WHAT IS 2+2?

sticks and stones - aly and aj

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?

easy - paula deanda

(NOOOOOO. i don't think that at all! )

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?

when it all falls apart - the veronicas

(sometimes. on the bad days. )

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?

can't help but wait - trey

(yeah)

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?

split personality - skye sweetnam

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?

hello - beyonce

( HAHA damn freaky please)

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?

stop crying your heart out - oasis

(it sounds so doom and gloomy!)

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?

karma - alicia keys

(HAHA)

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?

headstrong - ashley tisdale

(being stubborn?)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?

if we were a movie - miley cyrus

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?

drip drop - vanessa hudgens

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?

realize - colbie colliat

(oh my God lah what's with these? hope it's not trueeeee.)

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?

weird - hilary duff

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?

beauiful girls - sean kingston

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?

mad - neyo

(wtffffff . acurate in a way.)

HOW WILL YOU DIE?

you are the music in me - hsm 2

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?

stick wit you - pcd

( i guess this means yes? )

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?

if it's alright - lindsay lohan

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?

closure - aly & aj

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?

beautiful soul - jesse mccartney

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?

so close - jon mclaughlin

WHAT WOULD YOU SAY, WHEN YOU MEET YOUR BOSS?

if you get there before i do - colin raye

(ya most probably la since i'll always be late. so uh. if you get to work before i do, don't fire me?)

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?

bounce - timbaland

-0.0 lameeeeee


haha okay done.

i have a lot of thoughts. really, really, really, really, really a lot. fuck this. i think i'll talk to him when he books out. and yes you do sound full of bullshit, and yet i want to trust you.

fuck this i can't trust my gut feeling when it comes to you anymore.


alright . off to bed or something. tomorrow is another long day.



xoxo,
forever and ever.

ps: i don't understand your words.